Hi there...
I'm an almost 27-year-old, biologically male, decidedly non-op m2f, and decidedly in the closet -- by that I mean I only dress in the privacy of my own home. The few people who have seen me en femme have been very, VERY close friends, or dating me at the time. I find that I am attracted to biological females only. I have no desire for an operation -- in high school and early college I frequented some USENET groups that pushed SRS hard, and it made me uncomfortable because I knew that was not what I wanted.
I live in central Massachusetts, about an hour west of Boston and 15 minutes east of Worcester.
I remember being like this since I was very young. Once I lived alone (age 21), it was easier to dress up, and I became more comfortable. At 23 I was romantically involved with a woman who made me extremely comfortable with this aspect of myself... unfortunately it turned out that while she put on a good show she wasn't really comfortable. When I was in grad school (24), I looked for LJ support communities, found a few, and joined, but later left when they turned out to be just huge photo shoots. Now I'm back looking, found this community and a few others different from the ones I was on previously. I'm looking for support and some like-minded people... hopefully a few who live in my area and/or are around my age whom I can become friends with.
Hopefully I can get some help, and finally figure out who I really am, as I have been struggling with this for years and years.
But for now, this tired girl is going to sleep.
I'm an almost 27-year-old, biologically male, decidedly non-op m2f, and decidedly in the closet -- by that I mean I only dress in the privacy of my own home. The few people who have seen me en femme have been very, VERY close friends, or dating me at the time. I find that I am attracted to biological females only. I have no desire for an operation -- in high school and early college I frequented some USENET groups that pushed SRS hard, and it made me uncomfortable because I knew that was not what I wanted.
I live in central Massachusetts, about an hour west of Boston and 15 minutes east of Worcester.
I remember being like this since I was very young. Once I lived alone (age 21), it was easier to dress up, and I became more comfortable. At 23 I was romantically involved with a woman who made me extremely comfortable with this aspect of myself... unfortunately it turned out that while she put on a good show she wasn't really comfortable. When I was in grad school (24), I looked for LJ support communities, found a few, and joined, but later left when they turned out to be just huge photo shoots. Now I'm back looking, found this community and a few others different from the ones I was on previously. I'm looking for support and some like-minded people... hopefully a few who live in my area and/or are around my age whom I can become friends with.
Hopefully I can get some help, and finally figure out who I really am, as I have been struggling with this for years and years.
But for now, this tired girl is going to sleep.