yay!!!

[finallyfree89.livejournal.com]

i constantly post here, this isn't anything really important, but i put off telling this guy that i am dating that i am trans....so finally last night over a long 3 hours of Iming each other, i told him...haha!!! i'm happy!!... he actually doesn't care that my body is female...yay!!
i just needed people to be happy with... Happy New Years!!!

another year

[tgirlvalentine.livejournal.com]

So another year has gone by in our little community. All of our seperate lives have been through highs and lows. Some have been avid in their writings here, while others (like myself) have been more apathetic in their expressions. But here we are. The ending of another year. What have we learned? what have we laughed and cherished? what have we cried and morned? how will that affect us in the year to come? How will we apply those lessons to change our life and make our world a better place to live in?

I myself struggle at this moment with sadness. I feel rather alone. Nothing drastic like "i'm the only one in the world" I jsut feel rather lonly. Some of my friends are big partiers and i'm not, and thats where they are tonight, my other best friend is dating my ex...and thats just too weird for me. So i sit here eating choclate covered cherries and drinking wine (out of the box), thinking about it. What it means for me. I suppose this year will be a year of growth (as every year should). This year I'm goign to work on being more social, get myself out and interacting with people again. Maybe doing so i'll find someone to share my life with!

Here's to life! *toasts everyone* Blessed be one and all!!

oh ps. the stereo typical "new years res" of working out and taking better care of myself!