yay for me!

[sammie-grrl.livejournal.com]

yesterday and today, i went out all dressed up to pick up the mail...in broad daylight ..i feel so much more confident since i got a decent wig (till my hair grows out) i even almost thought about coming out to my parents!
hah!
almost feels like how i suspect a daredevil feels before performing a stunt. right now, i'm past my shopoholic clothing frenzy phase (though i still need another pair of shoes or two, some jeans and a long-sleeved shrug to cover my man-arms :(
I've been looking for stuff to help my figure and face -- been dieting, etc... made progress- lost 15 lbs in 2 wks.. ultimately, i know i need to go on HRT to get where i want...
been thinking about getting the vids on http://www.deepstealth.com/catalog/finding-your-female-voice-platinum-digital-p-11.html for voice and makeup tricks - not sure about dropping tons of cash on that though...
anyone have suggestions?

Transgender, Being Transsexual, and Occultism

[girlabomination.livejournal.com]

Hey all.

This is a question that I have been wondering about for some time... are there others who have looked to mysticism, meditation, and occultism as a means of transitioning? This has been my primary approach. So far as I know, I'm the only one that has taken this route of transformation. As it is, right now I am only taking a very low dose of hormones (birth control pills), yet I have changed ALOT physically -- in fact I am becoming physically shorter and my feet are getting smaller.

Below is the URL to my evolution web page to detail what kind of physical changes I'm talking about. Yes, I've posted this URL in conjuction with other posts months ago, but I do it again because it is continually updated.

http://home.comcast.net/~faeriefusion/Transform/Evolution.html

If anyone can offer their thoughts and experiences, they'd be most welcome and appreciated!

Edit: I should warn you that there are ALOT of pictures at this URL due to the fact that they document almost a year of transformation.