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[radhika1.livejournal.com]

Hello! I was wondering about this thing and thought it will be place to ask. I'm having stress and lot of mental pain that I find hard to cope with. Sometimes I feel ok but sometimes crying is the only option. And sometimes feel empty on the inside and think how will I pass this long life.

I wanted to know that is therapy of any use to people who don't want or who can't transition? I'm contemplating seeing a therapist. Would it help me? Is there anyone else in the similar situation or can anyone tell more about it?
Thanks in advance.

i wanna be inside your heaven...

[flashmerain0834.livejournal.com]

do i really want a relationship? she knows i'm trans, is okay with that, et cetera. her best friend on the other hand is being a real bitch to her. she doesn't understand transsexuality so she needs someone to blame (read: ME). what do i do? i do like this girl. i dunno if i like her as much as she likes me, but we get along rather well and i enjoy her company. should i let the friend get in the way?

~mike

p.s- i recently got out of a two year relationship less than a year ago and a three month rebound relationship, if that background helps.

Movie Update

[bleedingspade.livejournal.com]

So we decided to see Transamerica. Mom figured it would be more appropriate. Since I did that paper on TF rights and what not. So we went it wathced it.

I think we were the only ones to laugh at the actual jokes.

I think I was the only that got sad a few times.


After the movie. She didn't seem disgusted.
I know she twinged when she saw so much ass, and dick in the movie.
She wasn't expecting the hustling son to be such....a distraction.
But all in all I think she liked it.

Then I talked about some of my trans friends on LJ, like Jenna, Stephanie, Laura (not anymore) and a few others.

She seemed fine about it. Well I hope.

Some thoughts from a loved one

[butchick.livejournal.com]

I was going through some old journals and saving some to memories when I came across this. I thought I'd share with everyone. The quote is from my girlfriend.

Cross posted in genderqueer.

Questions About Sex & Masturbation...

[mistress-steph.livejournal.com]

I'm a little nervous about asking these questions (for fear of embarrassment and/or offending someone), but I feel that I need to ask them.

I was told, way back when I first started transitioning, just shy of two years ago, that though I may not exactly like to do it, I should try to get an erection and maintain it for at least three minutes everyday inorder to keep the skin of my 'donor material' stretchy and "supple", and that I should have sex or masturbate as often as was practical (within the limits of my own psychological and emotional comfort and safety of course) in order to keep what will later become my clitoris as sensitive and "working" as possible (wow, that was a long sentence).  My questions are:

• Have any other MtF TS's been told something similar?


• How do you deal with it on a day to day basis?


• For those who have girlfriends, is it awkward having what usually constitutes m/f sexual intercourse?


• What about those who have boyfriends?  How do you deal with sex?


• Do you masturbate, and if so how do you cope with touching "it" in such an intimate way?

I hope that these questions aren't too personal, and I'm asking only because I'm still having a hard time dealing with all things masturbatory etc.  I'd like to know how others like me have handled things.

If anyone wishes to email me personally rather than reply here, you can reach me at either stephoflarimar@hotmail.co.uk or lil_blue_book@yahoo.co.uk.

With all my love and best wishes,
Steph
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[biofucked.livejournal.com]

Happy feel-good story for the day.


My sister recently started playing basketball at school. She's in grade five, and today we were at her game, talking about the girls and how some are really good, at only 10 years old.

My mom made a comment about how good I was then, and am now. (Not bragging, just saying. Basketball = My forte.)

And there was a great convo between my parents.

Mom: Eastyn, you never ran or shot or dribbled like a girl...
Me: *sarcastically/jokingly* I was just good like that.
Dad: No, it's because you wasn't playing as a girl.


And I felt all fuzzy inside.


Have sweet dreams everyone!

-Eastyn
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