venting.....

[neutralnothing.livejournal.com]

ok well for starters since i dont think i've ever posted here my name is chrisstophe i'm 20 (ftm) my girlfriend is julie shes 24 (mtf) and now on to the reason for this ramble...


we were walking in WAL~MART 2 nights ago and i had to run to the restroom so i did and she did too and so did my friend my friend was out before me and i stood in layaway and waited for like 15 minutes when no one was around i figured they had walked off together..... i was horribly wrong.. i had said something stupid earlier and to try to make it up to her i went and bought a blue rose and i figured i'd find them along the way... it turns out my girlfriend had still been in the restroom she walked out and waited there for a while then when she started to walk down an isle someone jumped her from behind and beat the hell outta her.... walmart and there security wont do anything about it they say they cant because she didnt see who did it and they dont have video of it. they didnt even get medical help for her like they should have!!!! i dont know what to do. i am afraid to leave her alone anywhere. i dunno if this was the right place to put this but i just didnt know where to turn and i needed tro vent.... anyway thanks for listening.... if you have any advice please feel free to share....

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[sammie-grrl.livejournal.com]

I just bought some estroven and took my first pills :) It's only a soy based estrogen used for menopause, but maybe it'll do something useful... anyone had experience with this stuff? is there a sweet spot in dosing for MtF's?

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[savannahkestrel.livejournal.com]

I had a question regarding SRS. Any of you who are post-op; I've been looking into various doctors and such.. And the general price is going to be an easy 16k$ and a more probably 20k$ by the end. I've got no insurance.. and no wealthy financiers <.< I'm curious how people have funded this. Loans, I was thinking? Or just working for god knows how many years until you have 20k to drop on it.. I was hoping to get this done by the time I was 21, but that's a lot of money I don't have. A bit disconcerting.