pondering something

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this probably more applies to those who "overcompensated in thier macho days".


i grew up overcompensating heavily. football, boyscouts, army, warfare, more military, facination with military, reading about the military, etc. etc.

now, im trying to transition, but i seem to still be focused on this. its odd to in the same ten minutes think about being a woman, and infantry tactics.

how did everyone turn off, or at least turn down those thoughts?