A few questions about hormones...

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I know that all MTF should most definitely be on hormones... I am hoping to start on them very soon and am just wondering all the varying side effects you ladies may be having (just so I don't freak over nothing)

Also, what is a good average estimate to how long breasts will begin to develop? Some have told me a couple months, others are saying a year or more... Does it vary that much?

Thank you for any responses ;)

~~ Danielle

EDIT: Sorry I worded that first line wrong... It should have simply said: "I know that most MtF should be on hormones..." I didn't mean to imply anything more than that, just that most doctors and sexual therapists do highly recommend them, and therefore saying that you "should" be on them does not mean that you "have" to take them. It is ultimately you own choice and IMO, for ME, I think it is the way to go... after all, if I don't obtain my C-cup via hormones, I can have them augmented later if I really really want them then...

Sorry for the mix-up ladies :)

So happy to hear it...

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Thank you nanaki_muyo!!! Girl, you are an inspiration...

In a post it was mentioned about vaginal sex being unfulfilling and I agree 100% with this...

Now, what I want to know is if anyone feels like this...

Be forewarned, this is definitely got some juicy bits and if you don't want to know, don't read below here...

.....you've been warned :P~


The very idea of putting my penis into anything seems simply revolting to me and is a real turn-off... I will admit, I am bisexual and have rarely had vaginal sex (anal is simply out of the question) using my boy parts... (Done only at the command of some of my more dominant female partners, as I am very into SnM and submission. Even then, I got off more on the dominance then the actual sex)

Now, when a partner performs oral sex on me, I find it very exciting and arousing, the best I've had yet is my lesbian (yes, lesbian) friend who did not insert anything into her mouth and used only her tongue and I swear I was writhing with climax in probably 2 minutes... typically I do not get that turned on by it and it can take a very very long time for me to climax....

Another thing... most times sleeping with men, I can have an orgasm much easier by closing my eyes and fantasizing I am a woman. Usually with the most gentle touches, it doesn't take long at all for me to climax and I can have them a few times over if the guy is really turning me on... am I alone on this?

The very sight of myself in the mirror is enough to turn me off most days... I see and feel so much feminity in myself, and I guess the sagging parts between my legs and the lack of real breasts is a constant reminder that I have a very long road to go yet... At least, I don't have to go it alone and in secret any more...

Thanks for hearing me out, through that long blog.... hehehehe. I haven't ever been able to discuss much of anything with anyone, so I am going a little crazy with the postings tonight....

Much love,

***smoochezzz n hugglezzz***

~~ Danielle