help me

[marshjam.livejournal.com]

Look, I am not sure if anyone can help me but if you can this would be awesome. Ok, I was just informed a few days ago that my step father has to go in the hospital for this surgey that they are taking some biopsy of this so called spot that are on his lungs. These doctors i guess thinks it cancer. He has to go in the hospital for 2 days, and if nothing goes wrong, he comes home. But, if something goes wrong he will be in there longer than just those few days. I am completely upset and confused and worried sick. I dont show it well to others but inside i am a damn mess. The thing thats killing me the most is my mother is very ill. She cant walk and lots of other things. So shes very very ill. I am at the point i dont want to lose any of these two parents i have. Can someone help or anything? Advice, guidence, help, ANything???