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well my girl friend is having problems dealing with the thought of my possibly being someone who changes their sex. I'm still not too sure about all of this myself luckily I ahve a terapist who I am sorting through many issues with to figure out what is going on in my head. I don't want any regrets so I am always careful. However my girl friend is unsure of her sexuality and she isn't one to deal with things that unnerve her she would rather push it aside. If I was a friend she wouldn't care but since we are in a romantic relationship she finds it hard to deal with the possiblity. WE have been together for 4 years now and I love her something awful but I'm not sure if this will end the relationship and I srota want to know now not 5 years down the road. *sigh* I don't want it to end and I believe in self sacrifice so I"m just confused and she isn't helping. I wish I knew how to make things easier on her. She is my first significant other and vise versa. Erm I'm just so unsure about all this. I wish I could help her deal with it as well. I really enojy most every moment we share together. I don't know really figured if I posted here maybe someone would say something. Se has read all about the issue but it doesn't h elp her understand her own sexuality which is relaly the key issue. is she straight or bi or what ever. she has no clue how she feels about it. Ummm thats all I can think of to say at the moment on the subject.