new to this community...

[ex-sushi872.livejournal.com]

hi. i've been wanting to join a tg community for a while now. i used to intern for genderpac sometime ago. thats a transgender organization based in nyc. anyway, besides the fact that at the time i had body & sexual identity issues of my own (not gender, but just body image), i also fell hopelessly in love with a post operative mtf. im not sure if we are still together or not. its totally unofficial, but we are both still in love i suppose. planning on getting together in the future. i dont know. that topic makes me sad and frustrated because its not confronted really. my body issues have been somewhat so im feeling better about that.
so i joined because i wanted to. maybe to better understand the woman i love and our relationship, (although her past is not at all our focus any little bit to understand where shes coming from is good), and also to keep up with trans issues.