Hormones?

[flawlessnight.livejournal.com]

Hi there. I'm eighteen years old, and I live in Portland. I'm pretty sure I'm mtf, and almost positive I'm at least genderless. The advancement of masculinization is bothering me. I'm not done figuring out exactly how far to go with transition, but I need more time than I have. So, I want to find a psychiatrist or an endocrinologist who can prescribe me anti-androgens. Can anyone help? Or even tell me vaguely what effects I should expect? What happens to my sex drive, and to pre-existing body hair?