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You know that letter I posted below? I gave it to my mom. She half way read it and then started in on a whole argument with me in which she slapped me several times and grabbed my jaw so hard a few times that she moved my teeth.

I hardly remember what started the argument. But I know that after she hit me the first couple of times I was mad at her and tried to egg her on to do far worse. I am very upset right now and dissappointed. I know I couldn't have expected much... but there was still hope that she was a normal human being. I never want to come back to this house again. But I don't have a choice... Then Telan is upset because she heard it all. I don't think there is anything much a person can do, over the internet especially, to comfort me for I have lost a parent tonight. My only parent... And the only blood family I have. I think I'm in a state of shock right now. ... ... I hear slapping sounds coming from her room. Evertime I hear that, she's masturbating and beating herself. Yay. She screams at me and then masturbates.

I could curse many times, I'm just going to lay down and fix my jaw.