how do i explane
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transOk...erg.....it's so hard being a Lesbianistic Trans-Girl, here's the story:
i just finished my first album for DeadWait Records, and a girl that i have a huge crush on saw the CD and asked who VanessaMarieSpitzer is (I go to school as a boy) i tried to tell her that it was me...but she just laughed and said 'no realy who is it.'
then the second Part to the story....
one of the few girls at my school who knows about me...said to me today..."you call your self VanessaMarie...but your realy Derek." and i was so hurt, i couldn't express my feelings because...well i dont know....she could tell that i was distraut because of what she said, but i guess...i dont...i wish i could just LIVE MY LIFE...
XOXO
VanessaMarie
i just finished my first album for DeadWait Records, and a girl that i have a huge crush on saw the CD and asked who VanessaMarieSpitzer is (I go to school as a boy) i tried to tell her that it was me...but she just laughed and said 'no realy who is it.'
then the second Part to the story....
one of the few girls at my school who knows about me...said to me today..."you call your self VanessaMarie...but your realy Derek." and i was so hurt, i couldn't express my feelings because...well i dont know....she could tell that i was distraut because of what she said, but i guess...i dont...i wish i could just LIVE MY LIFE...
XOXO
VanessaMarie
