Anxiety gone, Relaxation settling in...

[alexia-es.livejournal.com]

Normally I am very intellectual about analyzing and solving what is going on in life. This time I can't figure it out. Last week I finally got around to telling my parents. It went over really well and I'm sleeping better now. I'm feeling completely relaxed and getting work done. However, I'm not thinking about wanting to change my gender right now. It is like it doesn't matter or the thought never crossed my mind, even though I have thought about it extensively for years. Almost like I don't care anymore.

I don't understand, but it isn't bugging me either.