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Did anyone pre-op have such high gender dysphoria *my use here is the idea that your body is wrong and disgusting and you dislike it* Such high gender dysphoria that you purpopsely attempted to prevent yourself from arousal because the bodies reation to being aroused distressed you?

My Ex girlfriend is on hormone therapy and pre-op. Her bodie's response to sexual stimuli was low. However when her body did respond, it depressed her afterwards because she is SOOO uncofortable in her body. Other transwomen i've known *surprisling, i know quite a few before i met my ex and got invovled more in trans world* Other women were not so dysphoric. THey didn't want sexual attention to their nether reagions but were comfortable with top play... another woman i know is very comfortable with having heterosexual styled sex, even though she id's as trans woman.

I was just curious if my ex's high level of gender dysphoria is a common thing or if there may be something else underlying it beside GID.

because of the onset of depression after being sexually aroused, we became a celibate couple. HOwever it would seem that she decided to "turn off her horny switch" so that if i ever jumped her in a fit of horny rage, i would not be able to convice her to give in and play. Because of this purposfull denial of sexual interest, she is now not intersted in anyone and it has affecet her emotions toward me *hence the ex* I am just curious if this is also a common thing or if it even happens to others at all? Has anyone turned of the horny switch to not be aroused and it has affected your emotions toward the ones you thought you loved?

Thank you so much for any replays... it has been a few weeks since she and i split. we are still freinds and still care about each other... mostly both of us just want to know what happend and wonder if the bases was transgenderism.

Also i want to know if it is common to not want any sexual play because of depression.

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