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[mistresscayenne.livejournal.com]

After reading the opening essay in "GENDERqUEER" I find myself looking into the mirror and asking - "Who is that I am talking to?" My honest answer was "I don't know". I am caught between some male left inside of and outside of me, and between the feminine woman I work so hard to live and talk and be seen as everyday. Perhaps I should stop looking in mirrors.

Cayenne