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I have this fried, Loretta.

She has often said she feels like she may be transgendered, and wishes she could be a boy. So of course, since I am FTM, I've been extremely supportive and all.

I've since come out on my Greatestjournal, and Loretta cammented... got mad at me?

Pastes, from her comment to my GJ.

while I'm proud of you for coming out and telling everyone, I at the same time, feel hurt. Really hurt. My chest is hurting...
--Ugh.

DNA says you're a girl... so it makes you a girl. That's all there is to it.
--That i so incredibly hurtful, coming from a friend? How can people be that cruel, when they themselves feel they might be FTM?

Just because you act, dress, and live like a boy, doesn't mean you will ever be one. Get over yourself.
--No comment.

You don't want to see it, but you can be a girl. And I'm grown-up enough to see it. I'm trying not to change who I am, and be happy with it.
--Cowardice, I think.

And... the last straw.

My mom and I have spoken about you, and about me... she feels that I'm too empethetic and that by talking to you all the time I'll start to doubt myself even more... *sighs* Thing is, I don't want to stop being friends with you... You just should understand where I'm coming from.

How do I react to something like that?

How... I'm speechless.

And I am so effing pissed off right now. I dont even have words. I'm just boiling in my own skin about to explode and I want to hurt her, oh god do I want to.

But I am going to hold my temper, and be the bigger person.

I'm sorry for waisting time... just.. needed to vent.

-Eastyn

x-posted to transyouth