Behaviour of TGs

[radhika1.livejournal.com]

Hello! I wanted to know other people’s experiences who are in the same situation as I am. I am genderqueer. As I suffer from gender dysphoria, I have been quite different from others from young age. I have been intensly reserved, shy, hard to get along with etc. Among my peers, I would just stick to one or two and that will be enough for me. As long as I’m in their company I’d feel comfortable and content. Meeting new people doesn’t excites me much. I’ve even felt guilty about it when I fail to get along even with the nicest of persons. Maybe the reason for such behaviour is that uncomfortableness which I’d felt about my gender remaining unsure about my own identity of a boy or girl. I wanted to know whether others have gone through the same thing as I have, finding it hard to socialize with people, keeping themselves away from people etc. Any comments will be appreciated, as I really want to know about the experiences of others.