MY PENILE ALLEGIANCE

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I don't mean to blurt this out willy-nilly at this late hour, especially since I may not be able to develop this post sufficiently due to the fact that I'm relatively tired and I'll be climbing into bed soon, but I'll go ahead and say it anyway: I love penises, particularly on males who look like females. That's one of the main reasons why I'll never get mine surgically removed -- because I adore the way it looks on me, as well.

I understand there are many individuals who may prefer altering their genetic sexual organs due to their own feelings and beliefs about who they are gender-wise. But to me personally, I want to hold on to what I have, figuratively and literally! I merely identify more as a hybrid who looks very girly but still has a bulge between my legs.

Also, from a sexual connoisseur’s perspective, there are few things more erotic than an attractive transgendered 'male' who has kept things intact below the waistline. Not only do I find the equipment more sexually alluring than female genitalia, but I also find it preferable in a way that even transcends carnality in a practical sense. For example, philosophically speaking, I connect with it on a much deeper level because it suggests an unequivocal gesture of rebellion, as well as one of psychosexual independence, two phenomena I can definitely relate to.

Anyway, I don't know if I am conveying myself clearly; it's not an easy thing to verbalize or write about...