i need a hug :(

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I went to a local trans social thursday night... everything went great.... but then after the social, tragedy struck.
i lost my car keys and my friend and i decided to check the restaurant we went to. i went in, nobody seemed to notice me then i went to the checkout lady and asked if they'd found any car keys.. all the sudden, the lady who was standing next to me looked at me, cried "oh dear jesus" and ran away without getting her change. i just about started crying....