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The main "issue" is I'm contemplating stopping HRT. Whats brought on this idea? boys probably. Have i ever mentioned how much i love them? ::grins:: I think to be honest, it's the complication of it all. As a "boy" i dont have to explain anything except my sexual preferences...i have the same issue now, except i also have to discuss that i'm not full time and dont know when i'll be. i question myself, is there a way to honor myself as a feminine spirit and still reside in the male body? Does my dislike for my penis (and an often wish for a vagina) indicate that i should transition? am i afraid of being happy? if so, is my transition b/c of it, or inspite of it? am i overcomplicating things?

i'm feeling lost.

anyway, some thoughts i've been contemplating latly. Pending that my hormones arrive, i wont stop them of course, but my supply is short, if htey're not here on monday or teusday i'm kinda screwed anyway...least on estrogen. Meh. I'll quite complaining...least here, plus i gotta get back to work!

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