torture....

[shirokarasu.livejournal.com]

HI, it's me again.... I would like to explain my comment about the torture in my introduction. Its not the surgery for reassignment that is torture its everything else. The not understanding from family. I am not willing to give that up. Also If I were to change I would have to have other surgeries such as facial reconstruction. I simply would not be able to do it any other way. I would also have to have a hair transplant since I have a major retreating hairline. From what I understand, that is excruciatingly painful. I am simply not ever willing to do this. I can live with this disorder with boy parts and since I am attracted to females almost solely, its not a total loss. I hope that this sheds light on my comment. Now, if I could put my brain in a female body, Oh hell yea...in a heartbeat!