HRT

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Today I got my first injection!!!!!!
I'm officially on the road now :D

-------- From my journal...

Scene Location: Cedars-Sinai Hospital, Los Angeles, California.
Time: 10 AM, Today.

I was in there, listening to the doctor, and it just felt so right. Everything about everything that I am doing. Completely in order. Completely where it should be.

Imagine two scenarios.

1) You're hanging out in Southern California, and you decide all of a sudden that you want to go to Las Vegas. So you pack your overnight bag, jump in your car, and drive to Nevada. You've never been to Las Vegas before and now it's sunset and you're standing in front of Circus Circus completely overwhelmed with all the sights and sounds. "Oh my God" you exclaim to yourself as you look around. You don't even know what to do first. It's crazy excitement as at this time yesterday you had no idea that you would have been there.

2) You're born and raised in Las Vegas. You went to school there. You never left. Now it's sunset on just another day and you're standing in front of Circus Circus. You're wondering to yourself, "Did I turn off the stove?" and no other thoughts are going through your mind. Everthing around you feels familiar. Normal. Exactly as it should be, everything is in it's place just as you know it should be.

It was that second scenario that I was feeling to myself as I sat in his office listening to him. Finally life is as it should be.

He gave me a shot of 40 milligrams of Estrodial.
It's a low dose.
He didn't give me any progesterone, nor did he give me any testosterone-blockers.

What he wants to do is start me off slow as a normal puberty would start. I am going to see him again in two weeks where he will up the estrodial dose a little, meanwhile also adding other things to the mix. He said that in about six weeks, we'll be putting everything in normal amounts into my body.

This is so right.

I am on the way now, and nothing is going to stop me.