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transhey everyone im new.
16 year old female, from illinois but i live in michigan now. i dont have a picture on line yet, but i geting to it. i recently came out to my mother and friends (as if it wasnt obvious) that i was a lesbian. i just came out of denial as wanting to be a male... i would do things i wouldnt think anything of, and i look back and go..'boy oh boy, why didnt i know then?!" the whole thing w/ hitting on striaght girls w/ a sock down my pants at movie theaters w/ friends and stuff.--i dont know how so many ppl would be shocked to find out im a lesbian!!-- i have a girl friend (older - shes 18) shes bi and i tlak to her baout becoming trans. she supports me and so do all her friends (straight bi and gay) i know i would have NO MONEY for it (when i will be able to) and i wonder if id do the whole way. i already lok like a guy, i work out and went from a 36C to a lose 36A (w/ a sports bra looks like man pecs :-D ) i got buzzed hair (like the chick in my icon) but i giggle and facial have a female face... doesnt fool soem ppl :( but i see myself as a male. i walk and tlak (not voice) like one. when my mom aint there i go into male bathrooms. w/ my gf, im so stone. i dont like being touched like a women (which sometimes works... shes bi, so she goes for it) im a giver not a reciever... i dont know if id be able to pull trans off... i do have a very girly side... w/ my giggles. and who would want me? i dred my love life's future. can u honestly say someone out there would want soeone like me (keep in mind a women) i know id want hormones, in order to get facial hair... but i doubt id ever be able to finish and become a full. i know i got a lot of time to work this out... but i jsut would like some insite to my life. i seriously thought i was a freak myself untill i came out and started meeting other lesbians. any comments are highly welcomed- kaT/jason (in my dreams)
16 year old female, from illinois but i live in michigan now. i dont have a picture on line yet, but i geting to it. i recently came out to my mother and friends (as if it wasnt obvious) that i was a lesbian. i just came out of denial as wanting to be a male... i would do things i wouldnt think anything of, and i look back and go..'boy oh boy, why didnt i know then?!" the whole thing w/ hitting on striaght girls w/ a sock down my pants at movie theaters w/ friends and stuff.--i dont know how so many ppl would be shocked to find out im a lesbian!!-- i have a girl friend (older - shes 18) shes bi and i tlak to her baout becoming trans. she supports me and so do all her friends (straight bi and gay) i know i would have NO MONEY for it (when i will be able to) and i wonder if id do the whole way. i already lok like a guy, i work out and went from a 36C to a lose 36A (w/ a sports bra looks like man pecs :-D ) i got buzzed hair (like the chick in my icon) but i giggle and facial have a female face... doesnt fool soem ppl :( but i see myself as a male. i walk and tlak (not voice) like one. when my mom aint there i go into male bathrooms. w/ my gf, im so stone. i dont like being touched like a women (which sometimes works... shes bi, so she goes for it) im a giver not a reciever... i dont know if id be able to pull trans off... i do have a very girly side... w/ my giggles. and who would want me? i dred my love life's future. can u honestly say someone out there would want soeone like me (keep in mind a women) i know id want hormones, in order to get facial hair... but i doubt id ever be able to finish and become a full. i know i got a lot of time to work this out... but i jsut would like some insite to my life. i seriously thought i was a freak myself untill i came out and started meeting other lesbians. any comments are highly welcomed- kaT/jason (in my dreams)
