Suicide A Door To Freedom

[danizana.livejournal.com]

Here I am alone ,cold and dark
Demons of fear,demons of depression
Swirl around my breathing space
Asked an Angel for help
On the othger side of the world
where its not dark, not dark
I am transsexual I know
The Angel did not help me but wants money
here am I composing a picture
Of my inner thaughts from the inner me
Flash Backs Of Suicide fly through my mind
The only door which I can excape
That is , escape
to my so called freedom
I am hurting as if I stabbed myself
With my own sword
I hate this world where money rules
Where is the love?
Where is the understanding ?
Where is the care?
I will throw up when
I see a dollar bill floating in the air

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in coerrelation to http://www.tgni.com
because i have asked them for help and they wont give ut to me so I feel like ending my life , should i or shouldn't i?
Who wants me ......
i am hurting