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transI'm going through a rough spot with my mom and sister about my being FTM transexual.
My mom doesn't want me to be her son, but won't love me anyless when I do go through with the transition.
My sister on the other hand... "I won't talk to you as much, or be around you in public anymore", "I won't accept you as a man, because you're not a man, nor ever will be one. I know you better than that." To my sister, 'fuck you too, bitch!'
I thought families were supposed to be supportive and loving, this obviously proves that my sister doesn't give a shit about my happiness. "I can't change myself, so why should you have that right." Uhh, because I can!? Jesus, I hate her...
Also, they don't want me to take hormones because they'll think I'm some kind of SUPER UGLY freak of nature. Who cares if I do end up being ugly?!n As long as I'm a nice person!! Oh, also. I want facial hair! Side-burns are wicked sweet!
I can't believe this has come from them... Last night I walked away from home seriously considering throwing my self off the bridge. Then I tried to phone Becky, but I guess no one was home. I really didn't want to go home last night... but I guess that whenever I need a friend, there's never one available.
I really hate my life at this moment... for plausible reasons too (which really makes it depressing... at least when you're being EMO you know that it'll more than likely be easy to stop because family'll be there to make you happy... not for me.)
My mom doesn't want me to be her son, but won't love me anyless when I do go through with the transition.
My sister on the other hand... "I won't talk to you as much, or be around you in public anymore", "I won't accept you as a man, because you're not a man, nor ever will be one. I know you better than that." To my sister, 'fuck you too, bitch!'
I thought families were supposed to be supportive and loving, this obviously proves that my sister doesn't give a shit about my happiness. "I can't change myself, so why should you have that right." Uhh, because I can!? Jesus, I hate her...
Also, they don't want me to take hormones because they'll think I'm some kind of SUPER UGLY freak of nature. Who cares if I do end up being ugly?!n As long as I'm a nice person!! Oh, also. I want facial hair! Side-burns are wicked sweet!
I can't believe this has come from them... Last night I walked away from home seriously considering throwing my self off the bridge. Then I tried to phone Becky, but I guess no one was home. I really didn't want to go home last night... but I guess that whenever I need a friend, there's never one available.
I really hate my life at this moment... for plausible reasons too (which really makes it depressing... at least when you're being EMO you know that it'll more than likely be easy to stop because family'll be there to make you happy... not for me.)
