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Jan. 10th, 2004 11:43 ami wanted to post here for some reason. not really sure why, but anyway.
( it got long, sorry. )
i'm kind of neutral right now. i think i just need a good shove to push me over the binary and into maleness.
i didn't mean to imply that there's anything wrong with being neutral, or that i have to be masculine or feminine, one or the other. i'm just not comfortable being neutral. i'm a rather feminine guy, but to people at school for example, they see me as a girl. i guess what i was trying to say is that once i come out to my parents, i can start living as a guy instead of a genderfuckedboygirl (once again, not that there's anything wrong with that, i'm just not comfortable with it). i want to be male enough so other people will see me as such.
i'm not sure if that makes sense, but yeah.. :\
( it got long, sorry. )
i didn't mean to imply that there's anything wrong with being neutral, or that i have to be masculine or feminine, one or the other. i'm just not comfortable being neutral. i'm a rather feminine guy, but to people at school for example, they see me as a girl. i guess what i was trying to say is that once i come out to my parents, i can start living as a guy instead of a genderfuckedboygirl (once again, not that there's anything wrong with that, i'm just not comfortable with it). i want to be male enough so other people will see me as such.
i'm not sure if that makes sense, but yeah.. :\