trans | Nov. 10th, 2004

Nov. 10th, 2004

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my dad... he's always been totally against my male name... male pronouns, my clothes, my mom letting me cut my hair, the way i style it, the color... blah blah blah. BUT get this. last night... he was gonna say something about me being a young girl, and he's like: "your just a young... *stutter* person" omg i was sooo fucking syked. WEEEEEE!!!!

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: at school

sekoumoja.livejournal.com

Reflection: How this assignment will help me in the future.

Entry:
I'm sitting in Drama class right now supposedly typing a reflection on the assignment we

just did (A monologue)... which I didn't do nor was I forced to do it since I'm in Tech. I

feel really bad about that right now... --;

I'm wearing really awesome boots, flare jeans, a black pleated skirt, and a white sweater-y

top thing... With a really ugle gray sweatshirt over it because I'm too nervous to not wear

it. --;

I've been really stuggling with everything. My relationships, school, feelings, the play...

I'm just so exhausted. Lately, I've even been considering purchasing hormones online. Grr.

I've been to five different endocrinologists. They've all turned me away and said to come

back when I'm somewhere between 24-29 years old. And that right now I'm too young to "know

what I'm feeling". --;;; I'm really fed up with it. My mom isn't letting me go to a

psychologist or anything either. Grah.

School is... ugh. It just depreses me. That's all.

I want to be a girl so much... Look like one, at least. What bothers me the most, I suppose,

is the feeling of being lost. I've tried to see a pschologist but he didn't have a clue.

I've spoken with so many doctors...

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ganimede

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