4:30 am, nothing better to do

[cookieboy55.livejournal.com]

okay i forgot how to do an lj cut so ill just make this fast. computers been crashed and so i havent been able to get pictures up. ive changed in the past few months. for the better? ... mmmm no. probably not. ive gotten pale, and i used to look a lot more like bio guy than i do now. im really thinking about changing my hairstyle again.

last time i could post pictures:


what i look like now:


agree? disagree?

I need validation ;_;

[sekoumoja.livejournal.com]

Mm. Today was fun. But it was freezing out. Sheesh. I don't remember it ever raining in California.

I'm after tips on how to improve my appearence, my facial expressions (I can't smile, it looks really bad when I do - as per these pictures), how to act... Anything that might help. When I'm out in public I'm fine, but I'm really nervous before and after... I'd really like some validation. Not to make myself feel better, just to clear up concerns of passing very well or not.

I'm going to have some pictures below (Links) in the cut.

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I'd really appreciate any tips or suggestions or comments any of this.

Thanks,
~Zelly