The plan

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Ok, I wrote my GF a note telling her exactly how I feel about my being trans and I was able to decide on a plan. I'm gonna order some hormones in the next week once I get my new atm card. My plan is to end up inbetween genders. I'm not sure on the midpoint because it'll just be based on where I feel is the right spot. Going out the other night reafirmed how I feel. I do enjoy switching genders. I've been in a really good mood since that night. It felt so good for me internally to let my female self out. I don't desire to transition and become female but neither do I wish to remain entirely male. I've often wished I'd be born a hermaphrodite, Being both but neither. These are my thoughts. I've recently felt my self cofidence increase by a large degree since I've been able to express my true self. I can't wait to have a body that more closly resembles who I am. my arms and legs are hairless right now and my hands look like they belong to a female, I've had others comment on how feminine my hands look. ^_^ well back to cleaning, just thought I'd share.