For what it's worht, I'd do it again
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transI've made some developments today.
Recentley, I've found it increasingly difficult to get erect. When I do, I'm not as big as I used to be, in particular emphasis in girth. As you can imagine, this is causing a problem or two between my girlfriend and myself. My girlfriend is fucking beautiful in everyway you can imagine, seriously. And she's always had no problem at all getting me hto and horny. But recently, with me not getting hard as easy, that's happening with her aswell. She's trying to excite me, and yeah, I'm just as excited as I would've ever gotten, only that, nothing's rising.
What I'm thinking is that my female side is starting to take over now that I'm over the hormone of the ever fun puberty. Thinking that Iwas a boy, I had testosterone, which obviously enabled me to have many a many erections and such. But now that the rush is over and I've discovered this seemingly new side of me, things are changing.
I still don't know how far I want to take this. I have a feeling I'm going to require some professional help wit hthis, as every next step/bit of information I seem to get about myself confuses me further. I'll get there in the end though, with Cait :)
Anyway, feel free to post about what you think, advice, and such. Thanks for reading.
Recentley, I've found it increasingly difficult to get erect. When I do, I'm not as big as I used to be, in particular emphasis in girth. As you can imagine, this is causing a problem or two between my girlfriend and myself. My girlfriend is fucking beautiful in everyway you can imagine, seriously. And she's always had no problem at all getting me hto and horny. But recently, with me not getting hard as easy, that's happening with her aswell. She's trying to excite me, and yeah, I'm just as excited as I would've ever gotten, only that, nothing's rising.
What I'm thinking is that my female side is starting to take over now that I'm over the hormone of the ever fun puberty. Thinking that Iwas a boy, I had testosterone, which obviously enabled me to have many a many erections and such. But now that the rush is over and I've discovered this seemingly new side of me, things are changing.
I still don't know how far I want to take this. I have a feeling I'm going to require some professional help wit hthis, as every next step/bit of information I seem to get about myself confuses me further. I'll get there in the end though, with Cait :)
Anyway, feel free to post about what you think, advice, and such. Thanks for reading.