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I need a hug.

My prom date just canceled on me. Prom's tomorrow night. I did everything I could to make last minute plans to take her with me, because I didn't want to go without her. Now I have plans for two, tickets for two, only one person (me), and no way to get out of the plans without waisting a lot of money. I called my friend, she's going to see if she can go with me.

I still need hugs though.

I just told the girl I'm in love with to fuck off and die...just in more words and in a meaner way. This isn't the first time she's pulled shit like this on me, it isn't the first time she's fucked me over. She pretty much admitted to me today that she'd lied about wanting to be with me, that she loves me, but when I'd asked her if she always wanted to be with me she just lied to me because she didn't know what else to say. I was already pretty sure she'd lied, but she's never actually told me before that she had.

I want to like die or something. Just not. I'm just upset. Closed a door...fuck I think I even locked it...someone open the window please?

Give me a hug please...anyone?