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so okay, today i left early in the morning to take care of a couple things and then got back around 9am after both my parents had left for work(my dad gets off at 5:00 and my mother gets off at 6:00) and so i figured i'd have a day as a woman, just dress up and do what i'd be doing anyway, and i'd even put on makeup(i usually don't get a chance to do that) and so i dressed up and did some stuff and then around 11:30 i thought to myself 'hey, i should take some pictures, especially since i've got on makeup' so that's what i did, i took pictures(i will look through them soon and figure which ones i want to post with this) and i was really getting into it and having fun and i heard the sound of mmy dad's car outside and then a car door closing, and i freaked i took off what i'd been wearing and gathered all the clothes strewn about my room and threw them all in the closet and quickly pulled on my pajamas and tried to wipe off my makeup, then my dad opened my bedroom door to see me standing thre probably looking scared out of my mind(luckily you can't see into my closet from my door) and he asked what i was doing and i quickly said i was taking a nap because i didn't feel good so he walked away and i wiped most of the makeup off and then told him i was going to take a shower, i got in the shower, turned on the water and sat down, almost crying i was so scared, and i kept hearing odd noises and not knowing where they were coming from and i kept thinking that my dad had gone in my room and seen everything and was freaking out(it turns out he was watching a movie) while in the shower i pretty much broke down, i managed to come up with a believable excuse that fit what i'd said in desparation and even my attitude and it worked perfectly, i said that i hadn't felt good when i got home earlier, probably because i ate three bowls of cereal and then rode my bike so i took a nap and then i woke up suddenly and heard footsteps in the hallway and freaked out because of that and i was taking a shower so i could go out and get some coins that i was supposed to pick up today and i found the coin shop and i was going to go ou talone to get them and find someone i could talk to and maybe break down a little(or completely) but he wanted to take care of some errands so we both went so i've been pretending that i'm not a fucking mess since then, it hasn't been easy but i've gotten away with it, so yeah, a little bit ago i put all my clothes in their proper places and got that sorted out and now i'm spilling my guts and then i'm going to go make dinner, so yeah just so this isn't all bad here are some pictures to look at

these were from today before the incedent, as usual lots of me trying to look sexy and ending up funny looking












and these are from a couple nights ago