I made a longer entry in my journal, but I had a lot of trouble today over the difference between GENDER identity and just plain identity. Is there such a thing as just an identity problem (no, I'm not talking about mid-life crisis!)? Or am I just over-complicating something that isn't that complicated?
Jun. 11th, 2003
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Jun. 11th, 2003 02:44 pmHi Everyone!!!
I'm putting together a website that covers my transition for personal and educational reasons. I would like to include various links of personal homepages from FTM- MTF Gender Queer or such variant. I'm looking for anyone that would not mind to be on my website. If interested. Please reply to this post with your name , name of website and URL.
Thanks
(sorry for crosspost)
I'm putting together a website that covers my transition for personal and educational reasons. I would like to include various links of personal homepages from FTM- MTF Gender Queer or such variant. I'm looking for anyone that would not mind to be on my website. If interested. Please reply to this post with your name , name of website and URL.
Thanks
(sorry for crosspost)
Update on my Name Change
Jun. 11th, 2003 05:14 pmAfter getting the Name Change form from the B.D.&M. I was so eager to start the process of handing the form in on Friday! But then I thought what does my
littlesir think? Am I going too fast or does he think that I am only doing this cause I am with him?
Wel to answer these two questions it was keeping me awake on last night!
The first response is that
littlesir thinks it is too soon for me to change my name cause I still look male to everyone! But for me it is a challange that I want to face deeply!
The Second response is that: No, I am not doing this cause of
littlesir,
littlesir has some idea that I am and he thought that I would come out in 3-4 years time! *showed him :o)* But I knew about myself and had some feelings about this but it never came out to me till recently! I knew I am attracted to boys, and every relationship I have had with both sex I have always feel in my heart, body and soul that I am a female inside of a boy's body.
I just needed to re-assure myself and needed time to place the jigsaw pieces together to get the big picture of me! In which I have finally done that!
I just hope that people don't judge me cause of what I have been going through for the 9 years.
It's my life and I am happy
Wel to answer these two questions it was keeping me awake on last night!
The first response is that
The Second response is that: No, I am not doing this cause of
I just needed to re-assure myself and needed time to place the jigsaw pieces together to get the big picture of me! In which I have finally done that!
I just hope that people don't judge me cause of what I have been going through for the 9 years.
It's my life and I am happy